Hi I have some intense issues that I don't no how to deal with and can't afford professional help four years ago I got out of a really bad relastionship of three years I was abused in every way you can think of and it has taken its toll on me I am a compulseive liar trust no one have panic attaks go in to states of mind where I'm just blank think nothing see nothing hear nothing I'm not the person I used to be and don't think I can go back to being the real me I have kept this a secret and put on and act that every things OK but I think I'm going to crack I have been talking to myself about things and I keep saying every thing will be OK harden up every thing will be OK I have so many srewed up things that I do please help me some one

Hi,
Would you like to let it out?
If you wish don't name names in case you find that someone may know who you are/were.

Do share and we will try to help..

I think I could be going crazy I have problems sleeping. Have short attention spand. Go blank all of a sudden and sometimes for a long time and don't remember doing it or why. Don't trust no one, lie for no reason, think crazy and sometimes hamful thoughts about people who have hurt me in any way. Feeling lost. Please help

Bizy,
If you could keep writing under the same thread, those answering you can better help and it will be easier for you to follow the thread.

HI bizy,

I am sensing some sleep depervation,causing delusional brain activity,first things first,get the sleep you need,not alcohol!

A general practitioner can help(you have to trust someone)sleep meds are a start.

You seem obsessed over the past,remember it was in the past,we are not doomed to repeat the past,only learn from it.

Seeking professional help is no further than a phone call away,does the phone weigh that much you can't pick it up and call for help?Many area hospitals have help available to those in need of it,no matter the circumstances,but you need to be willing to believe that things will get better.

For your sake,I hope you will look for the help you need,and let us know how you are,we really do care.

Ken

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Bizy,
If you could keep writing under the same thread, those answering you can better help and it will be easier for you to follow the thread.

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Bizy,
You had asked the same/similar question two times and I was just advising you to keep writing under the same question.
You will find "reply" at the end of the page,click here and write your thoughts and comments on the answers given to you.Or use the "Quote user" to reply to a particular answer/question.

Another thing, about rating answers is that it is used to "disagree" for only factually wrong answers.Dont worry too much about this,I used to do the same thing as a new member until someone helped me here know the correct usage.

Hope to hear more about you and your experiences and hopefully help you find a way out of your sadness.

Thanks for responding. Doctor won't give me any thing to help me sleep and my mind is so messed up I'm all over the show and finding the words to explain this all very hard. Don't even know where to start

You should go to a mental health place and get checked for what is actually the problem it could be anything from sleep deprivation to schizophrenia. Until you get it diagnosed you can only make guesses at what would work best to overcome it.

Sounds like you have a lot on your mind seeking help though would be your best option. But if you would like to talk about it I'm listening.

You have to take the first step in getting yourself some help. Go into it with an open mind. Therapy would be a great start. It is very hard to talk about what you went threw. I went to therapy for almost 5 years to deal with my past. When I first started I didn't trust anyone either and the longer I went the more trusting I became and the more I was able to let go of my fears, anger and all the pain. I was abused for 17 years in everyway you can think of. But I have been able to place it in my life to where I can deal with it. And I could have never done this without my therapist. I hope you get the help you need. But dear YOU have to take that first step. Good luck