Originally Posted by alibri07
On the outside my life seems to be perfect. I have to beautiful girls and a loving husband who has put up with so much from me. I do suffer from depression and right now I can't seem to snap out of it. I was married before and basically gave up everything for him and didn't have support from family when I got the strength to go. My husband and I do have our problems but I can't tell if most of it is because of my previous experiences. I have trust issues and he has never done anything wrong to me, I (like most woman) feel like I should completely change my body because I don't think I'm what he wants, I walk w/my head down because I feel insecure because I have seen him check out girls around me, and I shut down because I've never had anyone actually care about my feelings (my family always treated me like I was overreacting.) My husband does but because of the situation w/ my ex and my family I don't know how to open up to him and by the time I do its too late. I recently had a baby who is an angel but is extremely fussy. With me being out he had to work a lot and like a mom w/a new baby and a two year old. I feel like he doesn't see how much I actually do