A few years ago I met this girl called Cathrine, it was good at first we kissed and held each other I knew she liked me I even stuck up for her when all my mate said she was ugly but to the point shortly after that she got a BF called Liam and I always said id wait for her she was in this relationship for over a year and still I loved her and waited for her during this point we had a number of disagreements and for a time I went off her and then the day came she broke up with him I felt a kind of happiness not at her being dumped but I knew my chance had finally come so I talked with her and she said she didn't really want a relationships so I waited another six months we finally met again just a few weeks ago all was good we kissed again and hugged and so forth anyway I was speaking to her on MSN and we were speaking like we always do flirting and all of that and then out of the blue came " you do know id never go out with you " I was like ouch!! That went deeper then when she told me she had got a boyfriend, that's where my life kind of fell apart I was like huh and she ( to be honest ) id have asked you out already and I just couldn't believe what she was saying id waited for 3 years for her and she came out with something like this my worlds kind of fallen apart could she be teasing or does she sound like she truthfully means it if she does what should I do? Is it a lost cause? I love her so much it's a joke, after my dad died when I was 12 I closed up from the world and she's been the only one who's actually managed to open me up and see what I'm going through...