How can you love someone who treated you so poorly?
I still have strong feelings for my ex who I have not spoken to since the break up 7 months or so ago... I think I'm fine but then I see her friends.. her car, and (which a lot of people drive where I'm from) even her from time to time... I live in the same area where her friends live.
Something could set me off thinking about her but mostly when I keep my mind busy I forget but as soon as my mind is free again from work or other outings. She comes back into my head.
There are so many regrets I have from the relationship and it was hard because I never really got closure on what went on.
The truth of it is she was nice at the beginning and then when she got what she wanted (me) she just turned and starting criticizing me and my every move.. in a way she overwhelmed me with affection and expect me to be with her 24 7 and if I did not do what she wanted she would make me suffer by causing a fight or being moody so my mood would change. Little snide comments about my friends or my mam... I loved her so I made excuses for her bad behaviour and let her away with so much...
I am not an angel but I didn't deserve to be turned on like that and I guess what I'm trying to understand is how I could still want to be with this person?