Taking a break, Someone read this please.. its driving me insane
What's up everybody, I'm 19yrs old.. heres the scoop... me and my fiancé of 2yrs.. shes going to be 21 soon.. have recently started to take a break. We have been living together for about 2yrs. Also. She said she wanted the break because she needed to help herself grow and needed time to better herself. I understand this because she has never had a driver's license or a car, she has always had someone to fall back on. She lived with her mom until she was 18 then shortly after that moved in with me. She has always just road with me in my car and she feels like she's worthless because I do the laundry, I call the bill people, I have the car. We are always together and do everything together, so cheating is out of the question. She says her feelings haven't changed for me and she still loves me as much as she did before. She said she's only doing this to get back together with me. We also still say we love each other when we leave. I'm real close to her family and she is real close to mine to and her mom thinks she just needs a car and stuff so she can get away sometimes and not always have to get a ride and feel like she has to tag along with me all the time. We haven't got to have sex in like 8 months because she was getting this pain every time she would get turned on but we went to the doctor and she put her on some new birth control pills to see if it would replace the hormone that was causing the pain, but she stopped taking the birth control pills because is was giving her major mood swings and she was getting really angry at everything. But in the middle of this break I didn't sleep at home one night and went and stayed with my parents and it just killed her, so I have stayed with her at our apartment ever since then and the night I came back we began to mess around and almost had sex but stopped because she was to exhausted from crying and not enough sleep, but I did still turn her on. She said she had thought of killing herself but knows she won't. Is this just a confused girl that needs some help from the doctor? We are going to the doctor to talk about depression though because she had been sleeping a lot and acting not herself and getting mad about small things and feeling really stressed out.she had her period 3 times in one month.. and we think her hormones might be all out of wack.. what do you think? Is this just a bunch of things mixed together or what??
