I don't want to hurt anymore please help me
Lately I've been really depressed I lost one of my best friends because of my boyfriend I could talk to him about anything and everything and now he's just gone and when I text him about it and how I need our friendshi back he said it didn't go anywhere that he has been to busy to talk to me but he has always been busy but he was always there to talk to me and help me through everything anf now he is gone and I don't know what to do I feel like the whole world is caving in on me and I just want to die I feel as though nothing really matters anymore and no one really cares I just need help really bad and non of my friends see that no matter how many attemps I've tried they all think it's a joke ughh I just don't know what to do anymore about anything please help me please I'm begging you I don't want to feel like this anymore