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okay, so i am in a long-distance relationship. he lives 2ish hours away. so we dont get to see each other often. maybe like once a month maybe twice. we have been dating for a while now. and i love him soo much. but the problem is i feel so sad when im not with him. which means im sad like all the time. but when i am with him i am sooo happy. i love being with him. so a couple days ago i broke up with him. i felt that he would be happier not having to worry about me. and i thought i would be happier not having to worry about him. the next day i was a little weird. i was sorta happy cause i was single. but i was sorta sad cause i was afraid i was going to lose him. that night we ended up getting back together, and since then ive been in a strange mood. i feel like ive been faking happy all day long and now people are starting to tell. i love him, and i dont want to lose him totally out of my life cause he is a big part of my life. and i believe that if we are meant to be then we will be someday. but for now i just feel like i dont want to be with him. and i dont want to break up with him cause i just did like 2ish days ago. but i think i may have to....what should i do?

If you feel so indecisive about the relationship,
Then it might be best to let it go.
Sometimes long distant relationships work and sometimes they don't,
It all depends on the people involved and their feelings about the time not spent together.
If there is no other cause for your confusion except for the distance between you,
Then perhaps you are not the type of person that can handle a long distance relationship and should find someone closer to home.

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You like the guy and enjoy being with him. Keep doing so. That doesn't mean make him your whole life, or date him exclusively, does it?? Get your own life without him, that makes you happy where you are. Have fun when he visits, but stop wrapping your happiness just on him.