OK so I'm not saying that my life that sucks but here is my story , so when I was about 5

Ummm, am I missing something? What is your question?

You were saying?

So what is your story? If we may know? So that we can actually attempt to help??

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Umm, do as Paul Harvey and give us the "rest of the story". We are missing something here, like the main information we need.