Originally Posted by colorblind
Hie..most the time in my life i am confused taking my virginity. Well, I had a girlfriend couple of years back. I didn't have sex with her as it was a very superficial thing for me. I had a true respect and feelings for her as I was not sure about our marriage I never thought of cheating on her anyway! later, we broke off...!! and i thought not having sex with her was one of the main reason. This thought keeps eating me out and I take myself as a loser!!..am I?! its not that i dont like sex..am straight and sexually a normal being...Its just that I truely loved and respected her!. Now that I am mentally ready to deflower myself, I dont have her in my life anymore. help.