I am pretty peculiar one...

I hate living...
There's nothing wrong with me... I am good in most of the things...

I just have no aim... -_-
I find living meaningless...

'On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare' - DS

I have a girlfriend..
I do want to live for her... But its getting hard day by day...

'I'm not afraid of tomorrow,
I'm only scared of myself,
Feels like my insides are on fire, and i'm looking through the eyes of someone else

Is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified ,
Is it any wonder why ,
I'm scared... ' - DS

As for me I have tried to die many times... two days ago...
By a fork... I just got a small cut...

Anything to say?
And um... I am 16 years old...

Are you a poet or depressed?

Quote:

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

Are you a poet or depressed?

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Both... Depressed more...

What's right in your life?

Quote:

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

What's right in your life?

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Means?

Um, what is going right in your life? What works well? What makes you happy?

He means
What's good in your life?
What's going right?
Probably because he wants to know what's good in your life, to help you look at it in a more positive way, because that's the way we all get by.
All our lives suck, we all feel a lack of meaning at times, we all sometimes just sink into depression, but the trick is, be positive, smile, look for the silver lining, look at the wonderful good things surrounding you, and be determined, that you will not quite! Because you only ever fail, when you don't try. Just keep going. Are you going to let depression beat you? Your much more important than that, your future is so full of good works and deeds and so many peoples lives will be changed by you, so many peoples lives will be enriched by you, and your future is so full of love and friends, you can't cut it short now!
There's no choice after death, even if heaven and hell exist
All the choices lie in this life!
And trust me, the world does no have more fun than you, or better lives.
All men are created equal remember
We all have varying degrees of hardship, but the main difference is in the attitude and whether you let the hardship bring you down, not in how hard life is for you.
You can defeat depression.
You can go for a whole month, and smile at least 3 times for every day of that month
You have reason to smile!

Cheer up emo kid!! Lol. I'm like you, but I learned that life is so messed up and so unfair and ironic that its quite a comedy. I look at everything in my life with a grin. At first it was really hard and I had to force the smile but eventually it gets easier I promise until finally life is enjoyable. It takes a lot of perserverance though...
OR
Excersize REALLY it releases endorphines which make you have more energy which releases seritonin which makes you happy!! Wakeing up early also does this and getting enough sleep.

I wish you well and if you ever want to contact me and talk I'm here for you.
My msn is [email protected].