Am I too SQUEAMISH to be a nurse?
I recently took a job as an OB Tech in my local hospital. I have always been extremely interested in the field of Labor and Delivery , and have been considering becoming an OB nurse. I have done very well in all aspects of this job so far- and performed my duties well. Errrr, that is , until they asked me to scrub up for a C-section. This was only the second C-section that I had ever seen- and they were wanting me to assist. I got dizzy, and nearly fainted. I had to be taken out of the operating room . Very embarrassing. Well, my boss told me that she thought it was an isolated incident, and that she would give me another chance to "step up." I tried to psych myself up before the next C-section, and I even prayed that God would give me the strength to do the job. But, nevertheless, I got dizzy and had to leave again. My boss said that she didn't feel I could handle working in OB, and they transferred me to another department. I was crushed. I really want to be a Labor and Delivery nurse- I am fascinated by it. Vaginal births do not bother me, only the C sections. My question is this- am I too squeamish to be in this line of work- or will it get better with time? I have heard people say that if you were really cut out to be a nurse, the surgery wouldn't gross you out from the get go...