Should I give up or wait for him to call?
There was this dude that liked me and I like him too but for some reason we just never went out. He got a girlfriend and they were together for like 3 months but now they broke up I think and I was wondering if I should let it go and let the past be the past or should I wait for him to call me so me and him could start going out. I REALLY want him and I honestly don't know why I didn't go out with him when I had the chance but I've been so down and kind of depressed lately because I miss him! Its been four months since I've seen him and 3 months since I've heard from him. Its just that he is ALWAYS on my mind and I still smile wheneva I hear his name and my heart still beats really fast wheneva someone talks about him. I don't know if its love but its definitely something real STRONG that I feel for him and I don't want to give it because he is EVERYTHING I have ever wanted in a guy! I cry once in a while because still miss him and want to be with him and I really don't want to just give up because I can't picture myself with any 1 else and I honestly don't think any 1 else could make me as happy as he makes me... what should I do because it hurts so bad but I have some good days where I'm okay and I say I'm going to let it go but the next day I cant! He just means so much to me! :(