About three months ago I hurt extremely bad I don't want to say but it tore my heart shreds after that I be came suicidal I told couple of my friends who I trust and they became worried about me I thought I was nothing to them but then I found out how much they care about me but I still had decided to commit suicide but for some reason I didn't my friends told me that next day that committing suicide was a very selfish thing after talking for about 20min. I broke down in tears they told me about so much id be leaving behind and that everything was going to be fine this story has been a secret for while but now I feel better :) :)
