I uste 2 do horsebackriding,, I went 2 shows, leased a poney it was sooo much fun, we could never buy a horse because it was so much money.. even though I would be able 2 handdle it. Then 1 day my parents said I have 2 stop horseback riding even though it was my life... everthing was just 2 much moneyy... adn I have been sad 4 about 3 months now because I feel like my whol world is upside down and the things that meant everything to me were ripped out of my heart. I just can't take it anymore I need 2 ride, what can I do?

Find a barn in your area where you can exchange barn-work (mucking stalls, grooming horses, etc) for riding.

Why don't you try & find a nearby riding school

Do you live near a riding school or stable? If so you could ask the manager if you could muck out stalls, feed horses, groom horses, clean tack, clean stable, etc in exchange for riding lessons or a free ride on one of their horses. I'm sure they would say yes. If not then you could talk to nieghbors or anyone who lives close to you that has horses. You could ask them if you could do barn chores for them in exchange for riding. Just be nice and I'm sure they'll agree. I know how feel so I hope my suggestions worked for you. Happy riding!