I'm about stupid. I went back to my boyfriend after knowing that he doesn't care. I guess he doesn't care because he cares about getting High more. I gave him a letter to read yesterday at 6:00PMEST . Just a short one. The first letter I ever wrote him in the year that I have been with him and he still has not read it. It was such a positive letter and he knew it was going to be a positive letter because I told him that. Well it is 3:40PM EST. He hasn't worked all day nor last night. He called me and I asked him if he read it. He says no I was going to read it this morning with a cup of coffee but I got High. What is my deal. How can I love someone who does this to me.