Hi thank you so much for the ideas and I agree. It might be too late since he already broke up with me two weeks ago. My bad I sent him a dozen of mail last week explaining, how sorry I am for my shortcomings (I know I have had lot of shortcomings to our relationship to keep it alive, I'm just good in telling and maybe just being clingy and needy and that what I was so good at), tried to convince him that I've already realized my mistakes and want to straighten it up, and giving him some clues that I still want him back and just earlier he was texting me that it wasn't all about the thing that had done or said lately but its all about a lot of thinking and all included and he decided to go his own way. It was the first time he responded to me after a while. But then I replied that I want him back and I know I was making a mistake but I can't help it but say it. It takes a while when he responded that he was sorry that he can't both the one to break up and the one to comfort. I don't know what I feel its kind of mixed feelings but I was glad at least he replied. I am not planning to reply but just today I am thinking sending him text about sending me my document from his computer and letting him know that I started already getting something he's not expecting me I will do (nice thing). Also to divert my mind and my attention. To be honest I really want him back. I am planning to wait until a month and then I will call him and suggest something out of relationship just to keep in contact with him. My problem he is a miles away and it might be impossible for us to cross our ways again. So I am confused how to make thing happen if I started working out on getting him back. There's a lot of risk I know and the possibility of losing him for good but I am determined to do it.. just don't know the exact timing and how it will going to happen since he lives in different country. Do you have any suggestions when is the right timing to contact him after a while of being silent, what's the best move and the right word to say, and how it is going to happen if he lives a miles a way? Is there any possibility?