I suffer frun savier clinical dapression. I have no health insurancs because I can't affored it. I have no one to turn to. Each day I ask god to kill me if I had a gun I would all ready be dead. Where can I go for help I whont make it much longer, be for I take my life. Pleas help me

How old are you? And you should try seeing a doctor. I know you do not have the insurance but this is your life we are talking about.
And why are you depressed?

Please... you NEED to see a professional!

Go to the nearest hospital, and tell them what you've told us. There will be someone there who can help you, and money will NOT be what they are thinking of.

If you can't bring yourself to do that, call 1-800-SUICIDE. That's the national Hope Line. The people on the other end are kind and helpful, and are trained to help you find your way to help.

Please... talk to a professional today, right now. You may not believe so right now, but your life is worth living, and your worth to others is incalcuable.

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Originally Posted by spnhard

I suffer frun savier clinical dapression. I have no health insurancs because I can't affored it. I have no one to turn to. each day I ask god to kill me if i had a gun i would all ready be dead. where can i go for help i whont make it much longer, be for i take my life. pleas help me

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I have seen docters, taken medications and nothing is helping, therapy, othing helps me

This might blow up in my face... but what about attending a church and talking to a councilor there?:)

Where are you spiritually? Do you have any beliefs in God or any other religion or something? If you could take a look at some of my other posts, you'll find out that I did also go through many suicidal thoughts, and I say what I did to help me through. And it really did help me. I'm serious, but there are many other things you can do that can and will help. Speaking with someone that can help you with emotional healing... priests, pastors, and that kind of people related to church offer to listen to you for free and give you advice perhaps even further referrals if you need them.
Hotlines, family members, uplifting music, can aid in the problem.
But your life, no matter how you see it is the most valuable thing you can have. And at this point it's in your hands, now why take the only thing that truly belongs to you and is exclusive to you?? If you've asked God to take your life, imagine how you're making him feel. You're devaluating the valuable gift he has given you. Believe me if he had wanted to take your life you wouldn't be here, so that must mean to you that there is a PURPOSE of your existence. Try and find that purpose and fulfill it. Please do it for yourself.