I'm 28 and have been in several long relationships. Never rushed anything or jumped to any conclusions, assumed anything. Just a little background before everyone thinks I am f*** crazy. My ex and I broke up almost two months ago. We were together for seven months, engaged for the last two. This woman was everything in my eyes. She made me feel like I was 18 all over again... lol... She was it for me, she is my soulmate and I am hers. I thought.
I have had my heart broken before and been able to turn the other cheek and get over it. I am having problems with that right now. I think about her constantly. I don't eat, sleep, half it at work, hardly go to the gym. Nothing that I do helps. I have never been depressed before and it is hard for me to admit that I am now. There is no fixing this relationship. It has been really nasty and I think the both of us have damaged each other. I just need some advice on how to cope with this. I just started taking medication, hope it starts working soon. Any advice would be helpful at this point.
I know this sounds like the same old whoa is me b.s. my heart is broken. That is not it. An oppurtunity to spend the rest of my life with my soulmate has been taken from me.