I don't feel good at all about myself. In the last 5 years I have suffered from brain tuberculosis, brain tumors, paralysis, my education is affected, inferiority complex, my family ignores me, my girl friend has dumped me, I am addicted to pornography, I abuse every one, I am in severe depression, I am jobless and the list goes on and on. Probably I don't deserve to be a human. I am not feeling good. I want to get out of this feeling. I do not have control over myself I am very impulsive. I have sucidal tendency. I am not living this life I am just dragging it. HELP! I'LL GO MAD OTHERWISE!!

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Originally Posted by anadiks

I dont feel good at all about myself. In the last 5 years i have sufferred from brain tuberculosis, brain tumors, paralysis, my education is affected, inferiority complex, my family ignores me, my girl friend has dumped me, i am addicted to pornography, i abuse every one, i am in severe depression, i am jobless and the list goes on and on. Probably i dont deserve to be a human. i am not feeling good. i want to get out of this feeling. i do not have control over myself i am very impulsive. i have sucidal tendency. i am not living this life i am just dragging it. HELP!! I'LL GO MAD OTHERWISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Could these erratic behaviors be an effect of the brain trauma? If so, have you talked to your doctor about the feelings of suicide? Are you on any medication for the depression? If you don't mind me asking, how did you develop brain tuberculosis?

I would go to your local emergency room and let them know you are feeling suicidal. They will get you the help you need. Good luck

Life goes on. You have to turn the page.
Why don't you try to start a new life far away from there?
You need to meet new people and make new friends.
Everyone makes mistakes, nobody is perfect.
It's never late to start again.
So don't think that way... There's always a light at the end of the tunnel