K life such a simple word. Right? OK so maybe its not all that simple. Life has been so entirely craze the past few weeks trust me you have no idea! Some times I wake up in the morning wishing that I hadn't. I know that it sounds kind of crazy but its not I know your thinking why would any body want to die at such a young age well I will tell you why... grow ing up with out a mother was hard enough but then spening your life with your father thinking that every thing was perfect then finding out that it was all a big fat lie is even harder I fell like I'm not needed in this world so why should I even live... living with a family that has no long term emotion is some times even more difficult one minuet being upset to the next wanting to be yourbest friend its so hard to be able to know what to expect... having like a million people that think your crazy... all of this.. plus high school between having a life and trying to fit in and study I'm lost some where in

Is there a balance somewhere?? Please help me [

You sound so confused you poor thing. Your Mum must have died when you were only little - do you remember her? Do you have brothers and sisters that understand how you feel, and what about your father - how do you get along with him?

Teenage years are hard, it wasn't so long ago that I was there... I'm only 23 now. Looking back you realise that a lot of the things that we worry about, were never worth it. Friends come and go, as you grow up your learn more and more about who you are, where you are going in life and what you want, and 'fitting in' doesn't seem to important. One things that is important though is education, so I'm glad to hear that you are studying even though you are having a tough time right now - you will be so grateful for that in the future.

Life is all about balance - and I think that balance comes from inside yourself. To get balance, you have to be happy with yourself and accepting of those around you too - if you let other people's emotions or behaviours impact upon your own mental status (ie moods) then you are going to spend a lot of time rollercoasting through emotions, so if you can figure out how to detatch yourself from things like 'fitting in' and think more about being happy with yourself, then you are on your way to creating balance for yourself.

Balance is also about time management when it comes to things like study, socialising, sport etc... I have a diary that I find invaluable!

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Originally Posted by njett566

k life such a simple word. Right? ok so maybe its not all that simple. Life has been so entirely craze the past few weeks trust me you have no idea!! some times i wake up in the morning wishing that i hadnt. i know that it sounds kinda crazy but its not i know your thinking why would any body want to die at such a young age well i will tell you why...grow ing up with out a mother was hard enough but then spening your life with your father thinking that every thing was perfect then finding out that it was all a big fat lie is even harder i fell like im not needed in this world so why should i even live.... living with a family that has no long term emotion is some times even more difficult one minuet being upset to the next wanting to be yourbest friend its so hard to be able to know what to expect.... having like a million people that think your crazy ....all of this ..plus high school between having a life and trying to fit in and study im lost some where in

is there a balance somewhere??? please help me [

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Do not commit suicide it will be the biggest mistake of your life! I'm in high school to and trust me it is a load on your shoulders, I do know how you feel, but if your dead everyone will miss you and you'll be happy in maybe heaven, but if you commit suicide you may go to HELL for all of eternity and never stop. Don't commit suicide!
I believe in you!

Suicide is an end to all options.
Which means no more choices.
My suggestion is that you try talking to different therapists to see who is the right one that can help you.
Because your words express a want for the pain to end.