Heya everyone, its been a while since I have written here, kind of miss it!
Well I have started dating someone for about 2 months now, and well its just been rocky- to the point that I don't know if its even worth it to keep trying. I had my wall up in the beginning, but he wanted in and we were really clicking so I have let my wall down and we were getting closer. Somewhere along it all I feel like he has distanced himself and I just don't feel like I get enough in return... I am constantly questioning myself and him- as to whether we both want this relationship equally.
He is 12 years older than me, which is a really nice change for me, and he seems to be more patient and understanding with me, but I feel like that patience is wearing out. I am not good with communicating my thoughts and feelings in relationships. I keep trying to write in my diary or write him letters, but it is frusterating him because I am not coming right out and talking about it. I am so afraid to though- what if I say something wrong or say too much and it ends everything...
Well I guess I need to come up with a question here... anyone have any suggestions to better communicate? My thing is that I am afraid to ask for more attention or to tell him I don't feel like he appreciates me enough- I get scared he won't understand, but otherwise I am sitting here not being happy.
Any wise words of wisdom out there? How do others feel about telling their feelings?
What is the point where one is trying too hard and should give up?:confused: