Okay so I actually had a talk with the infamous man I love
I called his cell and he cried and promised me we would never speak again or see each other ever . Well his friend the one I remained friends with and the one I left him for
Brought him to me and we talked face to face
He told me there wasn't a day that goes by that he doesn't love me just as he always did
And that's all I needed just to know he didn't change his feelings he owns everything I ever gave him and he LOVES ME ! But he cannot ever be with me and I understand it all now
I have a whole new outlook on life because of him
And justin smith you are the best guy I have ever met in my life . Thank you for listening and being forgiving... and I love you just the same as always . But I get it

And to everyone don't let that saying happen to you... know what you have before you let it go.. and you will never have to let it go . :p


But the question I have is what do you do when your problems are gone ? I suppose ill get that gym pass now chuff lol

Yeh go join the gym :P If you get at least one routine in your life it helps! Keeping busy is key.

You're so cold hearted to have left him... I'm glad he was smart enough not to take you back. Anyway, good luck and yes go to the gym. Find something healthy to do.