Well its finally come to an end.. after a year.. one of the most mentalist girls I have ever meet is leaving my life..

Some of you know the story.. she came to work for us.. had a boyfriend jumped on me.. played around with me for like a year.. then went back to her boyfriend now.. its leaving for good..

I can't say I'm happy I will miss it.. because its true.. and I have found out something about me.. I like feeling hurt.. we can get addicted to feeling like that.. now I'm like what the hell do I do now.. I know there's tons of stuff to do.. and I know its for the best that she will finally be out of my life.. but still you know.. we do miss them feelings of sorrow.. and of happynus that only someone that's in our heart can make us feel.

I just found it funny.. that I came to know a bit more about me ;). And I hope this helps a few people out there.. because We can even miss bad things as well as good things..
So when we say ill miss that.. it does not mean to say it was good for us.. or did anything for us in anyway.. I know this strang relationship did nothing for me.. just made my head spin..

Anyway :) one door shuts another opens.. only sad point I'm in an area where my options are. Like 0! Which is annoying but I guess some me time is awesome