I'm 15, LGBT and feeling lonely. Advice?
I am a fifteen year old girl. I am sure about my sexuality and I am not confused, so don’t waste your time commenting such things like that.
For about a year I wasn’t fully aware of the fact that I’m completely into girls instead of boys, but recently I came to the realization that it’s me, it’s who I am and I love myself. I came out to my mother and she couldn’t be more supportive. The problem is that I have felt really lonely since I came out. I was scared to get into any relationships before, but I’m not anymore. But in the past couple of months I have felt like I lack interaction with people, I feel really lonely and I want to have a person who I can talk to, who I can tell everything that’s bothering me to, cry to and cuddle with. Someone to love. But not someone who lives a thousand miles away from me. And please, don't tell me that I don't even know what love is, because I know more than you think.
I’ve been trying to interact with people, but I feel like I’m more mature than most of the people my age, and I want to find someone who understands how life works, someone who doesn’t smoke or drink like most of the very few LGBT people in my town do, someone who has a brain. Someone who knows how to have a good time without alcohol or any other **** like that.
Okay, I got a little carried away. But, long story short, I am feeling so freaking lonely and I really want to have that one special person. How? And I need to do that without people finding out about my sexuality, because my town is homophobic as hell. All of this is building up inside me and it hurts my heart.