My girlfriend broke with me, I feel empty and hurt
After being my girlfriend for 2 year my girlfriend broke up with me. I'm feeling blank now what to do, how to cope with this what is right and wrong I am not able to think also.
I know this girlfriend from 2 year, We used to only chat , call each other since we were living far apart. We used to chat hours together 3-4 times a week. I used to feel good because I never had any other girlfriend.
After 1 year we met and she expressed her love in me , but that time I was terribly unstable in my life , job . Although I liked her a lot I was unable to express that I liked her because I felt I will not be able to keep her happy. She was hurt that I didn't say yes , since then we were friends only.
One day she said her parents are looking for guy ot her , I felt I will loose this gal. I felt I should say to her clearly all that I felt. I never wanted to loose her from my life so I told that I like her and would like marry her.
But now she said that " she has no feelings left " , but she used to send me romantic greeting cards and that made me feel she loved me. She said " she has no feelings left and wants to be my best friend". She never calls me now , never mails me.
I feel terrible she even never calls , don't care also about me. I loved her so much and earlier she also loved me , but now she says no feelings left. I am feeling lost and void. I feel she hurt me a lot. I don't know how to cope with this , I am feeling empty now.