I don't understaned my emotions.I used to badly miss this person , now I don't ?
There is this person , a female which was in love with me and I was in love with her.
We weren't together for complicated reasons but when she went away for say 3 weeks and we didn't talk , I terribly missed her and so did she.
The moment we managed to talk on the phone or meet we were both so excited about it , you could see how much we missed each other.
Recently I moved out abroad because I found a job.
Now when we talk after say 3 weeks , there is no excitement in me (I don't think there is in her either) , I don't feel this extreme happiness I used to feel.
I don't mind if the phonecall is going to end?
I haven't met another girl, what has changed? Why are my emotions changed ?
Why don't I feel In love anymore ?
My logic tell me I love this woman, why don't I feel it anymore ?
To be fair I feel nothing any more , even on the plane for the new country I am working I felt no excitement or sadness or happiness- and most people do feel something when they move to an entirely new place.