I just found out my husband cheated on me when we were dating
I have been with my now husband for two years total. I had to take a trip last year and just found out that while I was gone he cheated on me with at least four women that I know... Needless to say that I am hurt. He keeps saying that he loves me and that he was very hurt by the fact that I had left and didn't know how to deal with it... I get it being apart was hard as it was hard for me too. That doesn't mean that I went out and cheated on him. All of the opposite, whenever I felt sad and lonely and looked for refuge by writing him a poem, a letter, sending him a video message... This hurts me deeply.. We are now married and I am expecting our first child.. I feel like I want to leave and just forget about him... I don't know what to do... How could he? Did we build a relationship on my honesty and his lies?? Am I suppose to be OK with this because we weren't married at that time? How do I know he won't do this again?? I don't know what to do...