I am 25 year old female.. And at present I just want to leave this beautiful world for the reason that I don't see any way where in I can come out of the unbearable pain and suffocation I am going through. I just got recently married ( 2 weeks). It was an arrange marriage. I didn't want to get married as I feared the life that follows after it, howevr for my families sake I got married. However I feel so suffocated now , as honestly there is no emotions from both side. We no where live and share relationships as a husband and wife. We definitely miss Love or affection of feelings for each other. I don't know why. I just want to be single and live a life I used to live earlier. But I don't know how. If I hint also that I want to be separated both our families will be shattered and the consequences that may follow after that weakens me. I some wer see ending my life only is the solution to this suffocation. I jusy want to come out of this fake relationship I am into... But I see no way.. Is ending my life the only solution?