I have had a lot of problems at home over the past few months I feel like I got nothing left to loose because my family have said I'm not part of the family no more I feel like my head is going mad I have self harmed a lot recently and keep on planning in my head to jump off a bridge(time,date everything) and this is all because I'm staying at home it stresses me out and my mother is planning to kick me out! In the passed week I have ran away from home 4 times and stood on a bridge and nobody seems to help me! And that makes me want to kill myself even more because I feel like I have nobody what do I do now??

How old are you? In which country/state do you live? Please post again. Most of us are parents and we care about you.