Hi everyone, I have a problem that I really want to share it. I need a help PLEASE! I have been married eight months ago it was perfect our wedding our honeymoon everything. But the problem is that I don't know what happened what happened with my husband he never wanted me again. First I caught him talking with his ex-girlfriend I was angry I discussed it with him in a very mature way, then I caught him watch porn movies now I didn't sleep with me or even touch me I think we didn't have sex many for 4 months. I'm pregnant now I am totally depressed we used to love each other anyway he promised me that he won't call his ex again then I knew that they are still talking and she knows everything about me he tells her every in our life my question is if he loves her why he doesn't leave and marry her?! Today happened the most shocking thing for me I was sleeping I felt like there is a strange movements on the bed he was MASTERBATING :o I asked him "baby are you okay?" he answered " I'm fine go to sleep" then he went to the bathroom. After he got out I went to check the bathroom I found sperms everywhere. I really can't handle it anymore Its really hurts the feeling that he doesn't want me anymore. I feel like I'm shattered inside he is my first experience now I'm 23 having a baby my husband is not interested in me my parents won't accept the idea of divorce cause we live in Egypt and it's not good for a girl to be married and after eight months she got a divorce. Now I am zero confidence. I'm lost! But for me the real problem is that I still love him he means everything to me. Should I have an abolition but I need this baby. What I'm thinking of that his baby will come and suffer. My house is totally ruined. I couldn't accept the idea that he doesn't love me anymore. We used to love each other for four years. I need anybody to help me please to tell what I have to do? Thank you so much!