Cheating on your ex, then cheating on your current boyfriend with your ex.
Quite the dilemma you would say.
I'm actually not feeling anything morrally wrong about it, but that's wrong.
I would like to say that I'm confused about my actions and how this all happened.
Over the summer my xbf went away for the summer for 2months.
As for the Long Distance Relationship - that didn't wor out too well either.
In fact, we were on a break for 3 days before I realized that I wanted to be with him.
Days passed and I decided to move on since he was in another country with other things on his mind.
I know he's loyal beyon any other man I know, but the fact there was hardly any communcation beweend us, I gave up.
In the midst of all that, I get ONE call from him, and despite my excitement hearing from him, it never occurred to me that I moved on.
At that, I had met my current boyfriend who I've been going out with fr now 4 months, but 3months in a LDR (Long dstance relationship) -And that neither went successful.
I had then also been seeing my ex.
There was no way in hell I couldn't go a day without thinking about how our connection was always so explosive, compared to any other relationship I had been in, but that's no excuse for insincerity.
He's still a virgin, and waits till marriage, which completely respectful in my eyes about any guy I've come across.
The big dilemma is, is that my trophy boyfriend who is current abroad studying at uni, is quite the catch, great in bed, extremely good-looking and a simply positive attitude. Approved by everyone, and wants to get engaged to me.
My xbf knows that I am in this 'relationship' with my current boyfriend, and same thing, communication is hardly there.
In a situation like this, I only want what's best.
I'm think of getting rid of both of them, but it's such a costly loss as well.
Their qualities speaks for which the other doesn't, the outcome be life-changing for me.
It's hard to analyse something from the inside.
Can someone please shed some light here for me?
Truly,
darkamenity