5 years relationship and a broken engagement
I just been reading everything everyone has been saying about break up and I read the sticky but I feel that my heart will not listen to reason. I'm sick of crying over my girlfriend. I gave her 5 years of my life and she dump me because she is getting played by some guy at work. She won't listen to reason and I'm so in love with her no matter what she does. I want to let her go but I still want her and I'm going crazy over her. It has only been 3 days since she left my house and she hasn't slept in the same bed with me. Every thing in my room remind me of her. I can't do anything without thinking of her. Everything in my daily life invovle her and I know she still love me but she is fighting the feeling. I'm dyning to know why she does this because I ask her and all she can said was I'm confuse I don't now what I want. She was my first and I'm her first. We fell in love during high school. I was a senior she was a jr. and when I graduate from school I try to break it off so I can go to a long distance school but she told me to stay. So I stay because I can't see her cry. Everyone around me tell me just let it go but it so hard when everything I own she uses, that include my clothing. Like right now while I'm writing this she is talking to me on Aim and it hard to just let it go. I'm just worry if I push her to far she might just forget about me and I'll just be a lonely guy because no matter how hard I tried I can not picture me with anyone else beside her. Plus the 5 years that we been together, I've never think twice about any girl. I'm so afraid that I would fall for someone else that those 5 years that we are together I'v never had any girl as a friend. If I can get over the fact that another man is going to be touching my fiancé then it won't matter but I can get that pass me because I just want her to myself. What am I suppose to do ?