My boyfriend never makes the first move and makes a lot of excuses about sex
Well I am a recovered sex addict and I have some emotional issues as well but sex if very important to me and my boyfriend and me never have sex anymore I don't remember the last time we even were intimate sometimes if I start touching on him he will normally just jerk off to finish and its so depressing for me I feel like its cause I'm not good enough or he just doesn't find me attractive enough to want to continue with foreplay to the actual act what he normally does is just lets me touch on him and thatll be it he will finish off and be done but he never makes the first try with me and he never just touches on me sexually its so rare and it breaks my heart.. we had a fight last night about it and he said I guilt him into sex and another time he said "thats why i dont get ed" cause I was nagging him about wanting to have sex when he was tired.. I am 19 he is 31 why doesn't he want to sleep with me?I have been feeling so ugly since this all started sex used to be number 1 in my life in relationships now it's the bottom and I feel horrible I know I sound dumb putting sex number 1 but it used to consume my life and now my boyfriend won't even sleep with me :[ I feel like I'm wasting my life but I can't bring myself to end it cause I love him any advice?