How to deal with the death of my boyfriend
Hi, I lost my boyfriend 2 weeks ago in a car accident, we were together for two and half years and lived together for more than a year. He was the best thing that ever happened to me and now I just can't let go, I get over his death and feel like an aimless person with no reason for living. I feel like no one understands what I am going through, we did everything together, never ate without each other and even went on lunch together because we worked for the same company. Everywhere I go reminds me of him but the thing I am struggling with right now is that as much as I try and remember our life together, I cant, it seems to be blocked out. Somedays I feel like I just want to cry my eyes out but I can't bring myself to do so. My mum lives in Durban and came up to stay with me for week but had to leave and now I am alone, I have no family here except my brother but he hardly speaks because he was in the same accident because my boyfriend and him were best friends and he survived the accident. What do I do?