Moving on, FINALLY! Thanks to all of you
I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for trying to give me some rational ideas. When your in the situation its hard to see things clearly... I haven't listened to my friends, my family,. anyone! But this many people telling me its over, cut my losses... the idea has really sunk in. I TEXTED HER TODAY... LIKE A JACKASS... its like a weird addiction I have... but I am telling you all that I will man up... as of August 19... NO CONTACT... a month from now, I will get back to you all and tell you how many times she's called me because she hasn't heard from me... I will be doing everything in my power not to call her... like I said, no other girl in my life has ever effected me like this one has... maybe how I "broke up with her" was wrong... but if she ever truly cared... she wouldn't be able to sleep knowing I'm in so much pain. She's an a$$hole... I hope that dog I bought her craps in her shoes again... NO CONTACT. Thanks to all