To be very honest, I loved a hindu boy, I love him so much because of his nature and will continue to love him, I know this is ain but I cant controlled it , but I felt very guilty when we intimated. I cant handle myself now, please hwlp to get rid of this sin, I really appologise to Allah fir this , m seriouslly very sorry but please tell me what is the punishment for this from Allah and how can I will get forgiven by him.please help .