Emotions don't make sense
Why can I be OK 1 min with my boyfriend and then the next turn and hate him?
Il ask him a question I don't like the answer so il turn on him and then say whatever and after a argument il always say its over and I actually feel like I want it over at the time and the next day il regret it, I can be out on a nigh out kiss him until I ask omething he answers and then I hate him and my mood changes. When we argue also I simetimes forget what I've argued about.
I can think I really love him and the next I don't ans I want to get rid and I'm not bothered until few days later and il regret what I said but il bring arguments up from the past and never forget them about him looking at other girls or about when he hasn't planned smething for us why am I like this? Please help.
My emotions don't make sense. Xx
so confused do i or don't i.
I have a boyfreind and we have just come off a 5 week break now we have spoken since and we have had a few arguments and I told him last weekend I want us over.
I don't understand myslef because I keep doing thihs to him and saying its over and I actuall mean it. Then when I'm not seeing him I don't miss him really. After 5 weeks apart whe I first saw him I felt nothing. I can feel likei do lovfe him, though and its great but I can send such abuse in texts telling him where to go and I don't feel sorry I've said it at all. Hes so good to me wev been together a year and half.
Even when we go out we argue because I go mental if I see him looking at blondes in skirts and he denies loolking and I've seen him look. There's just constant battles and arguing with us about silly things like that and I asked him a random question las weekemd didn't like the answer flipped and hated him so much why??
Is there something wrong with me. When I argue I don't feel upset at all and will text saying I want us over and when I'm with him I don't feel I love him how am I supposesd to feel?? I don't no how I feel and don't no how I am mean to know I love him when I'm with him and other times not at all. Il always have sex with him but he says he gets a feeling inside when he cuddles me and when we have sex I don't get this?? And he gets so upset when we argue I don't. Why am I likethis everything he says he feels I don't get it. I don't feel anything when ikiss h9im and hold him.I just don't understand. I am happy with him when we are going OK but then il argue with him about something and then it esculates and il bring up everything else he's done wrong in the past. I fi love him why am I so awful. Or have I got a illness?? Or Di polar? HELP please xxxxxxxxxx