Okay so I'm totally new to this and I have so many thing that I would love to talk about with someone so it would be great if I could, if there is actually someone out there that could actually help me for once, because I have always been the one that helps and I think now, it's my turn to be helped and.. okay so my ranting now, and I'll stop. Uhm I'm not some little girl that emo or anything, I'm eighteen and I just need to talk that's all. So if anyone is out there it would be great. :)