I've tried to kill myself many times and I know life is not worth living I want to die so bad but every time I tried to kill myself it wouldn't work. It's like god or who ever wants to torchere me and make my life miserable I am going to kill myself someday but I don't know when.

James, why do you think that everyone hates you and that you want to die?

Also, it would help to know how old you are in order to provide you with the most helpful answer.

Age, why, who, what etc, we need to know mate.
Also, I can tell you right now, and this is fact by the way, that god does not hate you! He loves everyone so much.
Life is worth living. Think about the good things, the wonderful people you've met, the wonderful people you will one day meet. The blue skies, the cool rain, the pretty faces, the mysteries, the possibilities.
Don't kill yourself. Death is not an escape. All you escape from when you die, is free will. All our choices can only be made in life. There's no free will after death, no choice.

If you talk to us, we will listen and give you advice. It is okay. There is nothing to be afraid of here.

Don't fear. We are here for you. Please respond, please, let us know that you are still around mate. Suicide is such a terrible thing, it hurts so many people so much, and it ends a life, cuts of all the wonderful possibilities, the challenges, the choices, the good times as well as the bad. And trust me, the good times are more than worth the bad!

All I want to say is that your stronger then this, why kill yourself? There is so many more ways to help yourself then killing yourself! Talk to someone, I'll bet you a million dollars that whatever your so upset with you can work out and feel better about! Please don't do anything until you talk to everyone you can! PEOPLE LOVE U!! :p

For some people they get over being hurt/abused by talking to someone they confide in or they trust. Others deal with it on their own and it makes them stronger. (you are very strong and I know you can get through this, its not the way out! ) People kill themselves because they are scared, hurt, tired of the pain, and the messed up things in this world. Life isn't easy! There is always someone out there who has a WORSE life than what you have, so think to yourself if this person has a worse life than me than why do I feel like killing myself? Shouldn't it be that person? Well it shows that person is stronger, but it also shows that you HAVE to be stronger! I'M SURE YOU PARENTS CARE ABOUT YOU OR WHO EVER! So if you die it will hurt them too.

Be strong. There's so many wonderful things ahead of you, you have been wonderfully and fearfully made (says the bible)

Life can be bad, but its not worth dying. Even though when it is our time to go, if we have a relationship with God, we will be in a better place. God wants to use your pain and everything you've been through to help someone else. I use to want to die when I was a little girl because my parents were strung out on dope and we stayed homeless and hungry. I always thought to myself, If God loves me so much then why am I only 5 and going through this. I stop believing in God for a while and tried to commit suicide when I was 7. "Now isnt that crazy" I thought, Im standing on the edge of a balcony

About to jump off and couldn't do it. It's a spirit that tells us we aren't worth living. The Bible says that God will not put anything on us that we cannot bear. God knows how weak we are without him. The bible says we are so weak, we can't even love God and even ourselves without Gods' strength.

So your not the only one who feels bad. We all have problems and everything I've been through as a child has bennefited me now. I am more patient, more kind towards others, more caring and loving, more grateful and a lot of other things.

If you wasn't worth life, God wouldn't of placed you here in the first place. Everyone has a purpose. Everyone. There is on such things as someone born by mistake. If God makes mistakes, Then he wouldn't be God. He wouldn't be all knowing. Right? He never makes mistakes.

We just have to know that we are weak and we are nothing without him. We have to depend on every little tiny thing from him. The time we start trying to do things on our own makes it harder. I know from experience.

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Originally Posted by James66

I've tried to kill myself many times and i know life is not worth living i want to die so bad but every time i tried to kill myself it wouldn't work. It"s like god or who ever wants to torchere me and make my life miserable I am going to kill myself someday but i don't know when.

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I feel that way to at times. Like now. I really rather get help and meet others who feel the same way.
It is hard to explain when you have no friends and no one is there for you.
I have a toddler and I feel like I am not giving him what he needs. I cry a lot . And my mother is sick and wants to die. I am very depressed. I am looking for friends that feel the same way.
My family does not understand. I believe my husband does a bit but cant' help me right now. He tries but is is always working and I have the baby. I want to work but his schedule does not allow time for him to do that. And day care does not have night hours. I am losing friends all over the place.
I'll be your friend online if you want.

I know what it feels my life it so evenone hates me got no job and I gat shouted at all the time so you not alone

I know what it feels like my live is to. Because evenone hate me got not friends evenone shouts at me and I got no job

You State You Want To Kill Yourself,and Are Depressed And Lonely, But I Want You To Know Even Though I Don't Know You,you Are A Special Person And God Loves You Very Much. When You Feel Down, Remember You Are Somebody,when Things Don't Come Your Way Right When You Want Them To ,remember There Always On Time. You Have A Purpose In Life. And One Day You Will See That,but What Is Killing Yourself Going To Accomplish. Remember You Are Better Than That. Jesus Loves You

All I can say is this "there is a reason you were put on this world and obviously it wasnt to leave yet" many people love you who you may never have thought did
Think of the funny times in life and just try to laugh more and do things that you would have never thought of doing at least try to have a little fun then re-think dying it may not sound very appealing anymore"life is only fun if you make it"!

If God keeps stopping you... then you are meant for something greater... try reading A Purpossfull Life.. it may help

My boyfriends best mate committed suicide about a week ago. You don't want to do this. Why do you think u want to die? Think of the people who will be left behind, wondering forvever why and what they did to make you want to and blaming themselves, You know the way you feel now, well if u killed yourself that's how all the people you leave behind will feel, miserable. Do you want that for your friends and family?

I wanted to die too. I was mad at God for letting me suffer so much. I never went to church- didn't know anything about God, but somehow knew He was there when I was at my lowest and I was cursing Him for not taking my pain away. I bet you've talked to Him already. Don't stop. Be honest with him-he already knows what you're going through and EXACTLY how you feel and -believe it- He wants to help you. Dude I don't know your story, but I have one of my own that led me right where you are and I got through it. I'm now living a life of peace and joy and I want to help you to have the same. God created us with free will because he loves us and wants us to trust Him. You have another way out - You can have peace and enjoy your life. Please write back. Somebody cares.

Just so everyone knows, the person who originally started this thread, James66, hasn't returned to this site since July of 2007.

Thanks!

Hi James, I know how you feel sometimes. But hear me out. YOUR only thinking of yourself and not thinking about others who really love you. I am a christian and I know that I can lean on God to be there for me. I have to give up on my ways and the way I'm thinking and start listening to what God has for me. There is a passage in the Bible that I like to lean on. IT says that we only go through the pain of life only but a little while. Then after it is all over, we will be with the Lord forever and will be so happy. But while your on this earth. Your dealing with a lot of crap. But learn from your mistakes and stand up wipe your knees off and try again. Don't give up. God's mercy renews each morning. He has a perfect plan for you. He did not make junk. He thought of you and loved you and you became. He takes you just the way you are. All you have to do is ask for forgiveness and He never remembers it again. Humans now remember everything and they hold things against you. But he forgives and forgets. Just take His hand each morning and ask Him to direct your path and ask Him what do each day and He will bring you peach and love. Seek Him , You will find Him. Best friend you could ever meet.