Should I leave my current beau who is full on married to another woman
I am 28 this year while my beau is 20years my senior. He is happily married for over 20years and has 3 grown sons. He has never string me along or led me up the garden path by promising me marriage&babies. In fact, I personally don't EVER wish to have kids and I get claustrophobic if he stays (or anyone else for that matter) with me for over a week.
He spends a lot of time with me by bringing me along to every places/countries on a weekly basis. (he travels intensively for work) He actually lives like a single man. He has met my family and they simply adore him despite knowing full well that he is married. Mind u, I am asian and my family is extremely conservative and traditional but yet,they like him and my family observed that he brings out the best in me.
I am in a huge dilemma right now. I have very goods reason to stay as well as valid reasons for leaving. He is MARRIED. But then again, I don't want him to marry me. I don't need him to. The thought of me marrying him should he divorce makes me break out in a cold sweat. But, I can't help having this 'sinking' feeling about him. It makes me kind of sad to know that I will always be 'the other woman' & I won't be able to meet his parents or people who matter to him. Please advice. Thanks