I am a 14 year old girl who lives in Malta and goes to a private school in Malta where they do not take into consideration the high-achievers and children who are gifted and have potential.
I have always felt that I was different from everyone else, but I did not know what this meant. Recently, I have discovered about the term 'gifted', and I would like to know whether I might be gifted?
I love Mathematics and Science and I have a passion for learning and discovering new things. I am practically obsessed with Physics ( I have I love Physics apparel) I am very curious and I like researching about topics which are of a much higher level. I am able to solve problems and sums requiring higher level mathematics and I grasp concepts quickly, even advanced ones. I always get the highest marks in class in all subjects and I am one of the top at sports. I study half as much as other people and get straight As.
I have recently dedicated my spare time to memorizing the digits of pi and I have already memorized a 100 in about a week. I am very inquisitive and I ask questions which show a clear understanding of the topic and questions with deep meaning. I love reading, especially about the brain and the Universe. Often, I challenge my teachers and I prove them wrong on various occasions. I challenge rules and authority.
I have an excellent memory and I remember things in great detail. I can remember what each teacher wore on the first day of the term. I can remember the page number and what is on that page of every book I read. I am observant, and I notice details which people don't even know exist. I make connections with seemingly unrelated things.
I am a perfectionist and I get extremely sad whenever I fail to do something or get something wrong. I am very competitive and I always want to be the best.I am extremely shy, and I do not speak unless I necessarily have to. I am afraid of what other people may think of me, I am afraid of being judged.
Also, I have read that gifted children have 'overexcitabilites', and I can relate a lot of these to myself. I have been diagnosed with tactile sensitivity ( I don't wear t-shirts because they make me uncomfortable), I don't eat some foods like tomatoes or peaches because of their texture, and perfume smells make me sick. I feel guilty when something happens to my friends and I am not involved in any way and I feel a deep concern for other people, even those I don't know.
I have never done an I.Q test so I do not know what my I.Q score would be. Is there a possibility that I am gifted?