I feel slowly tortured to death.
I am 21 years old and I know this girl for 5 months through online, and we like each other, turned out we love each other - about a week ago - she came online and told me she got raped, the way she said was torture.. some one put a gun on her head and did stuff to her.. she cried with each words ( we talk through microphone) then she tells me she wants to die die die, then she said she won't see me again - I asked why, she said she don't know..
Then she said she is going to smoke - ever since then she is not online, her cellphone is off, Idk what to do I am crying thinking of her each day, its been a week now.. she lives in usa and I live in canada.
I don't know what to do every time I remember her, her vvoice comes to my head, crying with each word telling me what happened.. hope she doesn't do anything wrong..
I called the police in usa, particularly Tucson, Arizona - I traced her hand phone number in internet, saw the address house number - Called the house number - its just ringing?? No on answers - I gave the house address to police - they went to that address and no one named by that girl I talk to live there, the police is like - not enough information - not even police ,its just a shriff - he doesn't care much..
I don't know what to do!! Thinking about her each time - Her crying voice with each word comes to my head, telling me what happaned - she asked me to come see her - I couldn't go there like that. Now I want to - BUT SHe is not answering now! She said she is going to die die die..
IT tortures me I feel like, I want to kill myself!
Comment on talaniman's post
Did you hear all her words with crying when she got raped? Do you even know how rape feels like? Before i thought rape is just a simple thing - but now i felt it when she said it!
Everywrd.. i can't leave someone behind crying and live the life.
Comment on Fr_Chuck's post
I have her ip address, a Cell phone number that she called from (I traced it online and found the address, there was no one named by that girl living in that house.. I can be misswritten the cell phone number) so I don't know yet.. it worries me..
Comment on Cat1864's post
You see the emotions tells me - she might do something stupid..
My brain says - She wouldn't go die like that or she goes to her parents house or she had a problem that she had to leave me or she is taking time to heal.
Comment on Jake2008's post
Exactly jake, I hate to leave a person behind - I believe that if I put my mind to it, anything can be changed, the way she cried - Idk.. I have her ip address, think you can help with that?
Comment on artlady's post
Before I thought rape is not a big deal and such..
When I heard her voice, crying sobbing, with each word crying telling me some one put a gun on her head, smashed her face on a car...
Felt as if I want to lye her head on my chest
Comment on artlady's post
I cry, when she told me what happened.. I should have been there for her.