Thou we broke up already and its been months after that incident... why does it hurt still?

we were 4 months together until i ended it first then he made me wait for a month and he ended it , just to look as if he ended our relationship... at first we were fine we had no fights but as the time pass we had endless fights and i always said sorry... The fights would always be caused by my own best friend because she'd be overly clingy to my own guy but he really never understood why i would be angry at her for being clingy. After breaking up it became such a big news to people in my school and his. we don't talk anymore but we'd always seem to bump into each other which makes it awkward. were in freshman year. I mean after this, stress was just beside me everyday. I don't really have a peaceful life nobody does tbh. After this break up I just couldn't stand anything anymore. I fell apart. Not to get confusing * I broke it off first but he didn't say anything and made me wait for a month.

How long were you together? Why did you break up? What was the relationship like? How old are you both? Do you still talk, or run into each other a lot?

we were 4 months together until i ended it first then he made me wait for a month and he ended it , just to look as if he ended our relationship... at first we were fine we had no fights but as the time pass we had endless fights and i always said sorry... The fights would always be caused by my own best friend because she'd be overly clingy to my own guy but he really never understood why i would be angry at her for being clingy. After breaking up it became such a big news to people in my school and his. we don't talk anymore but we'd always seem to bump into each other which makes it awkward. were in freshman year.

Freshman in High School or college? Was he your first boyfriend or something? Sounds like a lot of high drama, and lies, but that often happens when so many other people are involved. I'm sure you have a REAL friend that is telling you that the guy is not worth all this angst and anxiety, or a better one than this needy "best friend". You can't let bumping into him randomly throw you off though, you still must hold your head up and get through this with some dignity and self respect.

It's a rough patch, but not the end of the world. You'll see but a hard life lesson to learn about friends, and boyfriends. You'll actually come out better for it.