I'm 16, and I'm unhappy where ever I go.. and there's nothing I can do about it.. I feel so worthless, my family I don't really talk to them anymore.. they all seem like they don't care. I want to be adopted because that would give me the fresh start I'm wanting. So I cant forget about my past and just move on. Instead of hiding away in my room self harming. But I don't want to hurt my family, but I see no other way of trying to fix this problem..
I'm tired of pretending to be someone who I am not, to make others around me happy.. that just means I'm living a lie.. and that I don't want to be living my life like this.. I want to be happy..
But I just don't know how this is going to work out for me anymore..
-Karen