Saga of a broken heart. Is there still hope?
So after her dumping me after 1.5 years of being together and ignoring me for 2 weeks after the breakup , I finally did a NC for 5 days and she called me at 2am a few days ago but didn't pickup or sent her anything.
Since then she added her ex ( from 4 years ago ) on Facebook the next day , she gave him her number on Facebook and then "archived" the messages since she knows that I know her password.
I know she wants to have the security of having me there even if she ignores me but why go that far to try and get my attention if she doesn't want to be with me?
Talking with Ex after a month of NC
So after waiting for a month of NC, I messaged my ex and long story short we've talked a little bit for the past 2 days. However, today I sent her a funny picture of a cat, as I know she loves cats but she didn't reply. Do you think it looked manipulative that's why she didn't reply? Her replies before looked pretty optimistic and she seemed to engage in the conversation pretty well. What should I do?
I cant keep living like this
Since I broke up with my girlfriend I've been nothing but depressed. I thought about suicide but I would never do that to my parents. I am not a coward but she was my everything and I am being dillusional thinking that she might come back one day when I know she won't.
Please help me. My friends call me dramatic and no one wants to hear about this anymore. I went to this party yesterday and I just left hysterically crying because I couldn't deal with my feelings.
Ex girlfriend comes back ?
So.. we broke up about a month ago and after a 2 week of NC and several failed attempts to talk, ex messages me on Sunday and we went up meeting up that night . She stayed over my place till this morning as she had to go to class. Everything felt like old times( she would kiss me, hug me first ) but I'm still really scared about what is going on. Why would she text me if she was the one to break up with me? Is she using me to have a good time?
When I asked her about us, she said that she doesn't want to rush this and that we've been both doing better since we broke up. Sounds like a case of I want the cake and I want to eat it too but I find it hard to believe she would be like that.
Help please.