I don't think I'm depressed.
However, everyday just gets more and more uninteresting. I am in college I have school work to do, I have games to play, I have plenty of time on my hands. It's just that nothing seems to get my attention anymore. If I buy a new video game feels like I've played it before, or when I collect more MTGO cards it just seems like no big deal now when I get one of the rarest cards. I bought a new gun for my collection to shoot around at the range and stuff (I have several others that were so much fun when I bought them), I just feel like I wasted money. Life every day just seems more and more dull. I have a future set out for me in the army and thereafter.
Money is a slight problem for me, as is with any college student. I do have a full ride and I do not depend on anyone else. I do have a job to do every now and then, but that doesn't keep my mind busy anymore.
I'm losing interest in life (not in the suicidal way). I am young, and the reason I'm here is because I just feel like I am going to live the rest of my life bored and unexcited.
I am the most motivated person when it comes to things I need to do, you won't find anyone more willing to get things done. Until it's time to do it, then I don't feel anymore motivation to do anything, I just forget about getting good grades and having a fulfilling life, and I turn from a go getter to the most lazy person on earth.
I guess I don't have any work ethic, things that normal people find worth the effort, I just feel like I'm wasting my time. I do get good grades I have a 3.6GPA, and I don't cheat. However, I am not proud of my accomplishments, I really just don't care. I have high expectations for whatever it is I do, and I do have plenty of goals.
If you can make sense of this and know what I can do to feel excited about life for once please share your thoughts. Anything to help me stay motivated through my tasks.