Originally Posted by bmagreen
I lost the most important person in my life that took me so long to find and now he is gone.
It has only been 7 months but it feels for ever to me. I just don't think i will ever get over losing him.
I know it takes along time for the greiving process that is since i am an old hand at this. I lost my first husband he shot himself, that is was in 91 and in 92 i lost my dad and in 93 i lost my only sister to MS. That is why i tell everyone that there is a black cloud over our family. So then we get to my husband #2 uncle he dies that was in 2003 so let say that is why i am now waiting for the phone to ring a someone to come to the door and tell me someone else has died.
So in 2004 my grandfather dies and then shortly my grandmother dies and that they said was a broken heart. They had been together for 35 years. In 2005 we loose a good freind to heat stroke and a heart attack. And a month later i am called to the hospital by my out of control daughter that our granddaughter has died. That has hit me the hardest of all why someone so little it is not fair.
And I can get to 2006 coming back our last camping trip and getting ready for bed my husband what they call is a silent heart attack in the bathtub. Oh you would think my poor miss fourtunes would stop there no 3 months later my Maid of Honor Dies of Lung Cancer and she was sick 1 month with it. :( :( :( And everyone thinks that i should be able to deal with all of this and move on. I don't know about anyone else but i don't see that happening any time soon.:( :( :(