I'm back after 3 months and have bad news
Well guys,
I started at this site back in January pouring my heart out about how my girlfriend broke up with me back in December of 2007. I got some great replies which really helped me out. Anyway, since then I've been keeping my mind bz, hitting the gym does the trick. Plus I quit smoking, eating right, eating healthy, eating every 2 hours!! Eating every 2 hours really helps as well, keeps me thinking about my next meal. So I've been doing this routine ever since the breakup and it was going well. I also would go out occasionally with friends and family, get drunk, have fun. Don't get me wrong, I would still think ab the Ex but it would go away and it wasn't as bad as it was in December/January, just like I would think ab smoking a cig, but I would only feen for a few seconds and that's how I looked at it with both my ex and cigs. I thought I was doing good but then today I ran across a pic of my ex and her new man on myspace and then... sorrow... this HUGE WAVE just hit me!! It felt like I went back in time back in January and that was the worst time of my life EVER!! Its like this hole in your heart and it won't go away. What really pisses and annoys me is that I thought I was getting over her and I just realized today, I'm not!! Very frustrating...