Originally Posted by
tutsie411
See, i am not on birth control because i am on other medications that interfere with the purpose of birth control. He says he loves me too much to see me ruin my life by getting pregnant. And i tried talking to him to see if there was more to the story, but there is nothing else going on. We are each others first everything, first love, first one to have sex with, first kiss. Literally first everything. Hes 24 i am 20. Im not looking into marriage, and he isnt either. And i am fully aware of that. My boyfriend doesnt go out, he stays in alot and we are practically together all the time, which has led me to believe that hes getting fed up with too much time with me and needs some alone time or friend time. and no he doesnt know anyone whose got pregnant, but he does know alot of people who are getting married, most of them are cousins. Last night we talked and he did admit that he was scared, he said he wants us to be together but at the same time he doesnt, he wants to be with me because of many pleasant and the most beautiful reasons yet when he got to talking about why not, he said it was because he felt like we were moving too fast and felt like sooner or later we were going to have to start our own lives. I understand where hes coming from but im not looking for marriage i just want us to be together, thats it.and what ever life has in store for us it will happen in its own time. My boyfriend is not te cheating type, i know it may sound crazy but hes not a bad guy he is an amazing guy, the guy every mother wants her daughter to date. but as a girl, when a guy refuses to have sex with you it kind of becomes an insult, usually the girl says no to sex. So i start overanalyzing everything and fear his loss of interest with me, but he shows alot of love to me. so this is a bit confusing and irritating, im probably making a big deal out of nothing. He has good intentions im just really insecure.