Last night a spirit was holding me down. It has happened several times before. Usually I am dreaming and the narrative of the dream becomes warped, and I know something is not right. In retrospect, it is as if an entity is intruding on my sub-conscience state. These dreams are usually slightly sexual, where there is some sense of sexual stimulation in my 'id' section. But then it feels wrong, interfering and/or malevolent. As I said before, I will still be in a dream state when I know that there is a spirit/ghost accessing my sub-conscience state. I awoke and there was an amazing amount of pressure on my upper chest and face. I struggled to say the "Lord's prayer". There was an uneven amout of pressure over my mouth. I had to struggle to say it, but after awhile it abaited. The pressure felt like a different type of gravity. It was like pins and needles across my flesh.
I have read of other people's experiences that seem to replicate what happened to me last night. Does this happen to me because I am in a particular 'state' in which I am vulnerable or open?
I have had other ghostly experiences that have not been so traumatic. I saw my father's ghost when he died in the hospital. Another experiece was when my friend had died from a OD and he entered my dream state. I believe he ran a dream narrative of his own inside my sub-conscience, that asked me to help his cousin in her grief. I woke up with the feeling he was in my bedroom. In addition, there was a loud popping noise in one ear at the end of the experience.